I have theee best son in the world I swear. Well, he IS only 14.5 years old, and I know things could get worse, but right now I am enjoying the ‘good kid’ he is.
Yesterday he had his best friend over; lets call him M. After he left (6 hours later) my kiddo told me that M is hanging around w/the wrong kind of kids. I guess M has friends at his school (not the same school as my son) and his other best friend, just got arrested for stealing, and is now in Juvie. I guess M looks up to this kid and thinks that is like totally cool. Luckily, my son thinks he is nutso and told me so (thank you!)
M does need to get his *!#% in gear. When he comes over I do bug him about his hair, his clothes and his language (in a nice joking way of course) cuz I dont think his Mom cares one bit. (his parents are not married). and he could use a fat burner to loose a few pounds (dont we all tho). His Dad is great and I love him dearly, but one terrific parent isnt enough sometimes.
I am just worried that M will slide the wrong way . . . I love that kid too and I want to see him suceed in life!
I am not worried about my son sliding down with him. as long as I keep an eye on him . . . which I am like way overprotective anyways . . . I think my kiddo will be just fine.
XO
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I am officially going thru withdrawls. When I start a diet, it takes me about 2 weeks to get over the cravings for cookies cake and chocolate. mostly chocolate. My stomach is grumbling and there is this big chocolate bar in my desk here at work, just taunting me! But I am staying firm this time. I need to loose 18 pounds. I re-signed up for WW online and since I paid the bucks, I am sure as heck not going to break down and eat that smelly (in a good way of course) chocolate bar!!! I can no longer fit in my summer short, my jeans are like a second skin and I am way too grumpy all the time. So in March, when my 3 month subscribtion expires I better look hot enough for those orlando vacations commercials I see on the boob tube in Winter! and I better fit into my short shorts again. errrrrrrr, I wish it was March.
Good Gosh the air in SL today stinks. Literally. It is just terrible! We are stuck in the bottom of an inverstion-its all nice and sunny up in the mountains, but we are in the valley and its killing me. I cannot take a deep breath without hacking. My eyes hurt, my lungs hurt and my head hurts. I dont like this! I would rather be in the nice hot summer right now; I would not even mind having to take a allergy relief pill; anything is better than this muck. Plus, I ate all my food here at work - good thing I only have an hour left. ugh.
Wow. Today is draggin’. More than half our work staff is still out for the Holiday. The really strange part is that we are so slow. Not much work today. Ya’d think that with all the people gone, we would be very busy - not so.
I have to pace my self so that I dont run out of work before the weeks end, and I dont want to worry about updating any resumes either. But then again, being a little slow could be a good thing - This way I get to finish all my Year End reports. Hmph, looks like I will be busy after all.
Sunday already and I have not been out of the house since Thursday. It’s been pretty nice just to stay home and take care of the inhabitants that live here. oh, which reminds me, we have to clean the Gerbil cage today too. ugh.
and the laptop is now working okay after that major scare last week. I was thinking of getting a free online backup, but the bro in law took care of it all, and I have this small separate hard drive that we use as a backup. just in case.
eGads, I need a nap. This is my last day off for the year - last day off till prob April. Hope I can last that long . . .
Ahhh, Thee Big Holiday is over. and it was a pretty good one. Once I got over what ever it was that I caught when I went out last week, I had a good time. I thought I caught another sinus infection as my nose was soo swollen on the outside and across the bridge of my nose; it hurt so bad and gosh it was terrible! but I am better now, heeheehee.
Here is a shot of Christmas morn, everyone is gone other than Porter.
I am fat. and yes, I know that I have an eating disorder. I mean really - for breakfast today I had 6 cookies and coffee. Pretty much ate half my calories for the day and its only 9am. ugh
I need to loose at least 15 pounds (pref more). I have done it before, I know what to do, the prob is that I just need to do it! I feel terrible, lazy, and ugly. I really hate being fat - it totally ruins my life, give me a terrible outlook on things and makes me like way to grumpy. I want to be skinny again!!!
Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, the last eat-out dinner of the year. We are having fish, etc. but the bad (or good) part is the sweets; Rice Pudding, Marzipan, Cookies, Cakes, you name it my Mom made it. I love sweets! This is it tho - I am loosing the flab; need to look hot for summer again. *sigh*
