They ran out of Decaf coffee in the cafeteria here at work, so I was stuck getting regular. Oh. My. Gosh. I forgot just how strong their coffee is! I am bouncing off the walls here at work. Of course, I dont want to work, but I have tons of energy. I have noticed too, that I have the jitters; my hands wont keep still. It is kinda scary as I know that in about an hour or so I will drop back down to normal and feel tired, lazy and grumpy; the total opposite and the fall down is always harder than getting that ‘up’ feeling. eGads, I sound like I am doing drugs. Its just that I never drink regular coffee anymore, its always decaf w/only about 1/5 of regular (I mix it together).
I think I will go walk the halls for a while . . .

My yard is a total mess. We had this massive wind storm last night and our giant Elm Tree decided to shed a few branches. And not just small ones either! A few really big ones fell down and squashed a few of my potted plants. I think I might have lost a couple cactus, but luckily the house is fine. I need to get outside and pick up all the sticks. They are littered everywhere and its hurts to walk on the grass w/o any shoes! However, its like 97 degrees out there right now, so I think I will blog for a while and go outside after the sun goes down

I have decided I really like 4 day weekends. So much in fact, that I am taking this Thursday and Friday off work once again. No sitting on office furniture chairs this weekend! We are planning a day at the Pool w/my son and his best friend. It should be nice; I get to sit on my butt all day and lounge by the pool while the boys play. Wow, that sounds so nice ! !
We have not been to the pool all summer. I have been very self conscience about how I look in a bathing suit and have been avoiding pools. Which is really pretty sad cuz I love water and soaking up the sunshine. And I know that I should not be so worried by what everybody else thinks about how I look (like they care!) but I do, non-the-less. I dont have fun unless I feel good about myself. Totally Stupid I know! and I am workin’ on it, but it is very hard to un-do years of negative thoughts. ugh.

Last week we had some visitors in our house. It got kinda wild there for a while and our Cat Rosey was ready for them to leave (but I must admit she did great and was very patient). However, I love it when we have these kinds of visitors; Family is The Best! And yes, we consider these doggies Family as well.

A few of my friends are cops and whenever I hear stuff on the news about crime happening I think of my friends. One I have not seen for a while and I wish he would resurface so we could go out to breakfast like we used to. Anyways, when he usd to get dressed for work, he used to wear a ton of police gear such as what Luminox offers. The safety our our police is very important and I have called upon them many time to help me during my divorce. They need good gear, good friends and good vibes. I will always support them.