The weekend is pretty much over. Sunday night, it’s our usual ‘watch the Simpson’s’ night. I dont like the Simpsons, so I choose to blog. Its been an interesting weekend for me. Sometimes I think I over analyze, and I am sure I do, but its part of my nature. ugh.

We had Movie Nite last night and had a friend over; okay, you could possibly maybe sorta….call it a date. I had a really good time. It was fun. Wholesale flowers could not have made the evening any better. However, my problem is this; I get so dang upset when I am not allowed to contibute to the food bill. I know some guys think they should pay for the entire evening, but I think relationships should be equal. Exspecially when I have food and my son has food. Why should the guy pay for all three of us!? Plus, I did not do anything in return. I just provided the movie and drinks. I feel so, well, guilty I guess!

I am so used to doing everything myself, and I mean Everything! It is very hard for me to process these feelings and change so drasticly. I did try to give him a $20, but I think he got a little pissed. I mean really…..whats a girl ta do….?

XO