I am in a oh-so terrible mood today. Basicly, just sick and tired of it all. Tired of doing everything myself, tired of not eating normal ( I gained 7 lbs last week ! ) Tired of running around, tired of having to live up to the expectations of the “single mom” sydrome; of keeping it all together, being happy and self suffient! Well I am bearly hanging on, can bearly put food on the table and paying the heating bill will prob push me over the edge to a mental break down. Christmas this year is miserable. I cannot afford the games and hi-tech stuff my son wants. I already told him ‘Santa’ is not getting me, his mom, anything on Christmas Morn, cuz I just cant afford it ! He doesnt seem to mind, cuz Santa usually brings his mom dumb stuff, like much needed underwear anyways.

However, what really bugs me is when people (NOT family) say they will lend me the money and I can pay them back whenever. I dont like owing people money! I dont like being in debt, and I really wish money grew on trees like it seems to do for the rest of the world.

I really really need to get over this mood. and get on with life and stop complaining ! !

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6 Responses
  1. Leigh says:

    {{hugs}} Feel better soon!

  2. Cynthia Blue says:

    Yeah I hear ya, money sucks all around. :( And stress can build up and just explode. Ugh.

  3. Sandy says:

    sorry to hear…the holidays can be so stressful. Feel better soon…

  4. Chris says:

    Thanks for the hugs! I am much better today, heeheehee. Every once in a while I tend to break down. it sucks, but then life goes on! XO

  5. Chris says:

    Well I am off for a entire week! so no more work stress for me, just shopping now!

  6. Chris says:

    Thanks for your kind words, Sandy. I usually do very good around the holidays, this year is somehow different. but I am back on track ! Thanks again XO

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