Lone Black Spider

I totally loved watching The Dating Game on TV way back when. I thought it was so fun to watch people meeting new people, asking them questions, just the whole Dating thing.

However, in our day and age, its a little different. Here I sit, 40 something and I cant seem to decide if I want to get back into the Dating Game. So much time and effort need to go into Dating. Do I really want to do that? Right now in my life, I am actually happy. I like being a Mom, doing Scouts stuff, piano stuff, school stuff, not having to worry about finding a sitter, having enough money for gas, dinner and movies, getting dressed up, and the list goes on. I am worried tho, that I might be getting lazy in my old age. I like siting at home watching TV after a long days work. I like having my Cat sit on me keeping me warm, I like spending time w/my son, I like this boring life! I like hibernation. ugh.

So. I need to figure out what I want. That is so very hard for me since I am codependant. I can tell everyone else what to do w/their lives, but when it comes to my life, I am clueless. I dont know what to do. I am not in control (another aspect of codependency). And I dont like it.

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Well, its Friday Night and here I sit; in front of my TV w/my laptop. The kiddo is camping w/Scouts so I am all alone. This is the last Campout for the year. I am so very proud of him. He completed his goal of camping 10 out of 12 months! I am so proud! He will get a Patch and a Pin for this. I know, it doesnt sound like much, but it really is. I think only 3 people from his entire Troop reached this goal. I could never do it; especially tonight as its supposed to get below freezing.

So, you ask, what am I going to do on this lovely Friday Night? Well ! I mopped the floor, cleaned the house, did the dishes and washed the clothes. Now I am relaxing with a hot cup of Cider. I know, too many calories, but I am up again 7 lbs. Tomorrow is Saturday and I am going to start the diet again. ugh.

The main reason for my post today tho, is that my Top Commentators list somehow vanished! The list of names dissappeared. I wonder what happended. I will have to see if my sister has any info on this one…..

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November is finially here and I am glad. I do like November. Mostly cuz of the cold weather and lots of snow. However, the forcast is not lookin’ good for snow. Once again, I had the windows and slider open today as it is right now, 55 degrees. It should be 40 degrees! I want cold weather cuz I now have lots of wood ready to burn in our fireplace.

I will try and be patient tho. Patience; not my strong point.

Its almost time for one of my fav shows; Smallville. Man, Superman is like soo cute
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