errrr….
Tuesday 16th of October 2007 05:10:48 PMI am so angry today. and that is making me More angry ! We celebrated Boss’s Day today at work, of course we brought tons of food; cheese balls, chips, cookies cookies and more cookies. And I ate it. and eating that junk food makes me angry too. I cannot resist food and that makes me angry! If the food is there, I eat it till its gone. At our house, I have no junk food. Well, okay, chocolate, but thats it. I need my chocolate everyday. Now I feel fat and, angry ! This ticks me off, I know I will gain one pound today and it will take me 2 days to get rid of that one pound.
Yes, I know what you are thinking; that I have this ‘food’ problem. Well, I do. I am obsessed w/food. I could eat everything all day long. I just love food ! but nooo, all I can ever have in my house is lots of Veggies, some ‘normal’ food for my son, and chocolate. This makes me angry too.
All I can hope is for this day to be over and done with. errrr.
There is hope in sight tho. It is really windy, cloudy and could be snow in the near future. I love the snow! I am ready for winter. We have a fireplace and at least 3-4 times a week, we have a fire. I am running low on wood tho….so that makes me angry too!
Lets just end this day and go on to tomorrow. Ya think it will be any better . . .? uh, no. Tomorrow at work we are having a Pizza Party for another co-worker. This week sucks 
October 16th, 2007 at 6:47 pm
Years ago, I worked in an office that celebrated the office workers’ birthday parties…at 4 pm in the afternoon. For each birthday, they brought in a cake and all kinds of junkie icky sugary stuff that I really didn’t want and which totally ruined my evening. I mean, really, this eat dessert first thing really doesn’t work for me! Tomorrow will be better. At least, it’s pizza and not cake!
October 17th, 2007 at 11:16 am
Thanks for the support! I totally forgot tho, that I have to do a full Blood workup at 1pm, so I have to fast for 12 hours, so…no pizza for me. wee hee.